B.S...

Hope

Not thinking....
not thinking...
not waiting...
or hoping...

pfft
yea right!

By tomorrow all should be revealed yet after all this waiting and wishing and praying would you believe I'm actually too scared to know...
In this moment of limbo it all feels so terrifyingly perfect.
With fingers crossed and my heart on a limb I wait just a few more days for a verdict I may not want to hear but also for one I can't seem to live without.

Waiting expectantly,
Yours truly xx

♥'s on Monday

Here we are on this sunny Monday which I dare say is something to Much Love in itself  :)

But a few other things I'm loving today are little reminders that sometimes love or at least ♥'s can be found in the most unlikely of places...

Foil Heart
like on my salon floor for instance...

- Lastly I'm loving all 14 of my song downloads today- too many to list here; I know, I went a bit bananas... but don't worry I'm saving a choice few for next Sunday's Session
(Florence made up for this weekends absence I hope)

Sending out some ♥ to dance it's way into your Monday
xx
&
many hugs,
Kat

What Florence Gave Me

I can't even begin to tell you how excited I am for her upcoming album due out this November, though it means more fricken waiting... well I can now obsess about that instead I suppose haha!

Enjoy this little morsel, if by chance you haven't already  :)

x's
Kat

Not Thinking...

I promise this will be the last downer post for a while.
Well the week at least... after this I plan to be far too gloriously busy to give it anymore thought than I already have but as I said the other day, the final week is always the hardest as you just never know what news could be around the corner...

Still, have you ever been told "don't look now" only to instinctively look anyway?

That's pretty much what it's like to not think about something you're trying really hard not to think about. All the while you're reminding yourself not to think about it but the whole act of reminding yourself not to makes you aware you were just thinking about it.... you see my dilemma?... MmmHmm...

Well, as you may know I was reading a book called Eleven Minutes by one of my favourite authors, Paulo Coelho.

I find it rather interesting that it's said that one always seem to pick the right book of his instinctively when "the time is right" so to speak, and that seems to be exactly what happens to me without exception.

For instance, Eleven Minutes is a story that revolves around sex, self discovery and morality that in the end I found a little too predictable yet I still managed to find an extract that resonated completely with my current state of mind:

'In all the languages of the world, there is the same proverb: "What the eyes don't see, the heart doesn't grieve over." Well, I say that there isn't an ounce of truth in it. The further off they are, the closer to the heart are all those feelings that we try to repress and forget. If we're in exile, we want to store away every tiny memory of our roots. If we're far from the person we love, everyone we pass in the street reminds us of them.

'The gospels and all the sacred texts of all religions were written in exile, in search of God's understanding, of the faith that moves peoples, of the pilgrimage of souls wandering the face of the Earth. Our ancestors did not know, as we do not know, what the Divinity expects from our lives - and it is out of this doubt that books are written, pictures are painted, because we don't want to forget who we are - nor can we.'

Over the next week my heart will be trying really hard not to grieve over what the eyes don't see.

Ray of Light

Reaching for the sun

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

' We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We are all meant to shine, as children do.

It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.

As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."

- Marianne Williamson author of A Return to Love

The Head & The Heart

I really do

And yet I continue to do it.

I keep waiting & hoping

then try to talk myself out of it

but my heart always wins in the end.

Playing the waiting game... again...

the last week is always the hardest.

xx

Kat

Bird on a Wire

Shhh... We're being Wordless.
Happy Wednesday xx