Just a little note thrust forth from the world of nappies, sleepless nights & the joys of staring upon my baby girls face.
I don't know who of you are still out there checking in on my long neglected space now and then but if you are I just want you to know you're pretty darn awesome for doing so.
And I'd be super surprised & majorly chuffed to know it.
The very day before my little one decided to join the world (2 weeks early may I add - yea she's full of surprises) I had a post panning out in my mind as I was taking my afternoon walk.
Something about standing on the precipice of my life as it was and entering the vast unknown that spanned before me.
It's as if I knew I was standing on the edge of the world, about to step over that invisible line that now separates me from my life before her.
I wish I could say I'll be keeping you posted from now on but I probably won't.
Finding the time to do so is impossible at the moment - every waking second is dedicated to her.
Right now I'm sacrificing precious sleep, staying up till the wee hours of the morning to at least explain where I've been and what's happened to me since you heard from me last.
Just incase anyone's noticed me missing or still cares.
And I felt the need to gloat just a little…
She is hard work but man is she beautiful.
If I'm totally honest about it all I don't feel the need to blog much right now.
Maybe as she gets older and hopefully slightly less demanding, I'll feel the need to express myself in this format again but for now I'm blissfully consumed with the role I've been dying to fulfil for so long.
I know that sounds a bit rude but the best way I can describe it is this…
It's like before she came along I was always looking at life from the inside out, an observer from behind a lens yearning to capture a beauty I couldn't quite possess.
Since she's entered my life I feel like I've been released into the world or woken from a dream.
Truly living for the first time in my whole life.
Well I'd best be off now. It's time to snuggle into bed beside this little angel.
Love to you for taking the time to read this & who knows, maybe I'll be back here sooner than we all think xox